Anyone who bought bitcoin a long time ago having a hard time buying now?

I bought my initial bitcoin investment at 4k and have an average under 10k. I stopped buying for a while during the huge bull run and forgot to start again after. During covid I didn’t have the funds to invest more.

Now that bitcoin is where it is now, I still want to increase my position. But it just feels so hard to buy now at such a high price. I firmly believe bitcoin will go numbers higher than it will now, but psychologically it difficult buying now vs before.